maybe it is unfair but im always trying to get into people's minds.. i mean it's like i wana know what people think how they feel.. in other words what i really want is the truth..not some bloody front.. i'm sorry but i'm a lil confused now.. i hope i'm not offending anyone or making people unhappy..i really don't mean that..that's the last thing i wanna do.. ok that's all for now. will be a long time when i next come here.. but rem.. i'll be around.

whoa it's been damn long.. my internet's down for quite some time.. so prob won't be coming on any time soon.. hmm throughout this period, there were so many things i wanted to let out.. and my avenue is normally here.. right now, i can't remember much.. at my dad's office using for a lil while.. but i remember i was damn pissed off many times during this time. many times. i felt betrayal by 'friends', yeah and things going on behind my back..i'm not that dumb if you din't know.. it isn't a nice feeling i can assure you.. in fact it sucks. i hate it. i hate people who do such things..basically just don't do things you know i won't like.. i mean you even go out of your way to do such things.. it stinks.. what are you trying to do? screw it yeah? anyway yes, who the f---(i try not to swear) do you think you bloody are? i don't exactly hope to do it cuz it will affect many.. i have tolerance, but realise that such things i take it hard. i may not show it but yeah.. just don't push me yah? i mean, try not to test me lah.. middle's finger for you.

everyone has a limit. so do i.